Scream.

I really need to scream:
I want this to be a dream;
Where I will awake
and forget the great pain.
Then I'd realise
all of it was fake,
And then I could farewell the rain.

The sun will shine brightly,
My lips will curve up slightly.
I would say goodbye
to my immense fear.
Then I'd realise
all of it's a lie,
My happy dream has seared.

Allow me to forget the pain,
And cherish those wonderful memories;
In my dreams, at least.